NO I DID NOT FAIL THE MIDTERM CALM DOWN.

Please forgive me...this is my first video blog so..uh..yes...>><<

What to Post...

Well. Good news is that I am no longer retarded, and broke off my 'breaktime' with Star-Sama. I feel quite a bit happier. Though it'd be happiness tenfold if she were with me, but I, unlike some people, am willing to wait for her as long as I need to. Anyways short post, bite my ass. More later.



Bye Bye,

Belial

So damned tired

So, Sarah and I started this temp job as petitioners here in the Everett/Lynnwood/Seattle area. Pays 50 a day, which Sarah and I share. I get 15 she gets..uh...whatever is left. I cant count at 6 in the am x.x. Its alright I suppose. Usually have to be up at 3 in the morning, get there by 3.30 and stay until at least 9.30 or 10. So it could be worse. But I am seriously bushed beyond words. My back and head hurts every morning, but I have to suck it up, so I'll live. Hey, at least its some money right? So, I should just stuff it right? xD
Sorry this is short. My next post may be longer.

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So, it seems that God and all his pals are blogging nowadays and I feel a bit left out. Just a bit. >> << Anyways, here we are and here we go.

With all luck I'll be starting college in September, I'm going to community college for my MA (Medical Assistant) degree. At one point I thought I'd be going this July, but....I lost my SSC because I am a fuck hat, and I don't have state ID. Another fuck hat move. x.x But I can get my ID in July and hopefully start the process after wards to get into EDCC (Edmonds Community College).

It's weird. After I told my partner I wanted a break I felt despairingly lonely. I still do, but I feel that it is for the best. We both need to get on track with our lives and figure out where we are going and what we are doing. And I may be one hell of a multi-tasker, but trying to find a job, get my ID, get in to college, deal with a sick mom, (she has PKD), and balance my girlfriend, who I love but you drive me crazy sometimes ;P, I just can't do all that and stay sane, you know?

But enough of my emo-ness. I seem to be getting into reading more thought inducing authors, like T.S. Elliot, Lord Alfred Tennyson and William Faulkner. I think Amy'd be proud of me. LOL. She kept telling my ass to read Faulkner, and NOW, FINALLY, I am getting around to it. x.x But so far I like Faulkner, I barely got Tennyson and Elliot, so I have yet to shine my Opinion Light on them, so..yes...anyways...>> <<

Ah yes!! I am finally getting around to re-writing my vampire story. I wrote it in 2006-2007, and my mom, who incidentally, hates vampires, said she liked my story (even though it had only gotten 37 pages in x.x). So, with her pushing ;), I'm re-writing it and using REAL VAMPIRES. Like...Anne Rice's kind of vampires. Old World, elegant, civilized (sorta...they have to EAT people to live you know...>> <<, none of that vegan vamp b.s....Sorry Louis, I love you but...*shame finger*), sexy and all...mysterious. You know, cliche, awesome vampires. No gay-ass, shine like a disco ball when I enter sunlight, rather than explode into dust particles that blow away in the wind. Oi...no offense Stef...but...serious...WHY IN THE HELL DO THEY SPARKLE!? IS IT A DEFENSE MECHINISIM? If it is...who the hell will be put off by....sparkles? Aside from Satan? I mean...comon lady..x.x

Anyways. No more rant from me...I shut up now...^_^

Love and Many Curses to you,
Belial